Wednesday, August 5, 2009

没有你的第四十四天。。。

wow. i cant believe this.44 days. i survived 44 days without you. i realise that life without you sucks a whole lot. when you were around, i never thought of losing you. i thought, you would stay with me forever. your sudden departure hurts me. and alot. i hate it. i want you to come back. but i noe. that will never ever happen. never.

i often think, if you suddenly had to come back to live with me. would you want to? would you even remember me? i think you wouldnt. and i am sorry, cos i am the worst owner ever. maybe, i dont even deserve such a nice pet like you. cos i am such a lousy owner. ahda, i am so sorry.