Tuesday, June 30, 2009

没有你的的第八天。。。

i am so sorry that i didnt blog for so many days. but anw, today. my science cher asked me a qn: "what is your fav organisim?" the first few words i thought of were terrapin, turtle and tortoise. wonder how are you doing now..hope you are fine. haiz, i woders when i can see you again.

xinyu



Friday, June 26, 2009

没有你的第四天。。。

the balcony has been very quiet ever since you left. i dont hear you banging yourself agaisnt the wall of the tank, in hope that i will give you food. that doesnt happen anymore. when i look out, i just see an empty spot there. so empty. so quiet. when i come back home, i dont see anything there. when i hear the beep sound of my papa's car, i go out to the balcony to see if he's back or not so that we can start dinner. today, when i went out. i didnt see a tortoise climbing towards my direction. all i saw was a bare empty spot. i wonder if we will ever meet each other again. but i dont think so. is so impossible. i wonder when i can ever visit you. i miss you so so so much, but i dont think you will ever miss me. hahas, but nvm. in my heart, you will always be the best tortoise ever.



Thursday, June 25, 2009

没有你的第三天。。。

how are you doing out there? i hope everything is fine for you. umm, hope you like your new home. maybe you never ever missed your old home. but whatever it is, i hope you will grow well, i hope your new owner feeds you well. and most importantly, i hope you like your new home. i want to see how are you doing out there but i dont dare to go and find you. i think i will break down if i see you. so all i can do is pray. i wish that you have nth but the best.



Wednesday, June 24, 2009

没有你的第二天。。。

i realise that life without you is kind of weird. as usual, when i wake up in the morning. after washing up, i go to the balcony. i wanted to feed you. but when i drew the curtains, i realised, you were gone. when i come back from outside, i go to the balcony, expecting to find you there. but all i see was an empty tank. empty. it feels kind of weird when you are not with me. i find myself doing the things that i always used to do for you. but then i realise you were no longer here. i rmbr that i used to complain abt how greedy you were. but now, i treasure it. i want you back here, but it is just not going to happen.

impossible



Tuesday, June 23, 2009

没有你的第一天。。。

today, was the day i knew you left me. i instantly cried. in fact, the past few times mummy and daddy asked me if it was okay to give you away, i would always break down and cry. i didnt want you to leave me. you were mine. for 5 years...five years.

but now, you left me. just like that. i wonder how many times i can visit you. once? twice? idk. i realise, how quick all these happened. it took just thatfew seconds for me to lose you. you left me. in just that few seconds. and i wasnt even told. not at all.

i just want to let you noe. i will keep this blog open forever. and let you noe that if you ever read this, this blog is meant for you. i noe you are nth but just a tortoise, but i hope that you can rmbr this silly owner of yours for i will always rmbr you as a greedy but cute tortoise.

time of departure: 8.11 a.m.