Sunday, September 27, 2009

没有你的第九十七天。。。

wow, its like almost a 100 days since you left. argh, idk why it was like a few days ago i started crying cos i just thought of you. yeah, just like that. how stupid of me to cry. i told myself many times that i shouldnt cry but i just could not do it. sorry, how useless can i get. crying over everything. argh, i suck like totally. i am so totally useless. i just cant protect you. ARGH.



Sunday, September 13, 2009

没有你的第八十三天。。。

you know, eoys are like coming. and then its like theres no one for me to stare at when i am bored. cos youre gone. and i totally hate eoys. and how i wish you were there with me and then is like argh. idk what to say. i admit that i am getting used to life without you. but still yeah, i cant like ever forget you. but idk why, somehow i am getting used to that empty space there. but still, i hope you come back soon. really really soon. or maybe come back now. yeah, right now. i wish you could appear before my eyes.