Wednesday, July 8, 2009

没有你的第十六天。。。

hello. today is my birthday. is supposedly a very happy day. but then again, sth was missing and that was you. i never ever thought of spending my birthday without you. every year, you would be there. and on my birthday, you also had a present. hahas, which was me feeding you lots and lots of food. hahahas, how i wish i could do that to you this year. but it didnt happen. it didnt. i wonder why i was so stupid. i feel like an idiot. is like i dont even have the ability to protect you. i just let you leave me. just like that. you were gone. i wonder why this ever had to happen. i promise, if i ever have a big house. even if i cant find you back. i will have other of your frens living happily in my house. you have my promise!